I tried to medicate myself last week with my husband's purscription Morphine pills. That ended up with me getting very sick and vomiting and then last Friday I ended up in the ER being taken by ambulance from my home after I passed out at my home. I learned that this was not a wise thing for me to do...but all the voices in my head kept egging me on to take the pills. I finally gave in and it landed me in the ER!! I didn't know how to quiet the voices...but now I know that by following what the voices tell me to do will just land me in hot water with my husband and will end up with me in he ER!! I didn't know how to explain it up until now....and now that I've had some time to think about it and what led me to do that...I found I was ready to find a way to explain my actions.

I hope someone out there can have some input on what I can do when the voices come back...which they most likely will!! PM me if anyone has had any similar experiences!!