Now that my mind is not clowded with drinking, I see all the problems I created for myself. I have made some bad decisions in the past that needs to be fixed. I have just been pretending for years that these problems don't exist, and it is really bothering me right now.  I know we all make mistakes in life, and have to learn from them, but it is just so hard to have to face them.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

well don\'t get discouraged remember its been years that you supressed all this so be easy on yourself and take whatever amount of time it takes and you don\'t have to tackle all of them at one time that would be most overwhelming for you.Good luck,here if you need to talk or shoot me an email.Kim
LadyDB
LadyDB

We are all human and we make mistakes, and my God (higher power)allows u turns. He will be with you all the way. I believe that if you can find some positive healthy ppl to support you along the way, who are there to lift you up when you get down. AA, therapy or church find what works for you. Being sober is a freeing thing..... It will also help you find your unique beauty, talents and skills. You are worth it, go out and fight the good fight. I am on your side all the way.
weinere46
weinere46

Dear Beautiful Campy,
Please realize that you could not think straight with a mind clouded but neither is your mind completely clear right now, take a pause, step back and wait a few more days before you make any drastic changes. Your mind needs to heal for a couple of weeks, Then make whatever changes you need to. Eric
campstyles
campstyles

I will try and take your advise. and I appreciate the supporting comments.