Why
Why do I do stupid things?
I just read back the 76 emails between the N and I from Sept 16, 2009. He went through quite possibly every human emotion in that day. He pulled every N trick in the book that day, and in all my responses all I did was keep trying to comfort him and keep things under control. The whole day was absolute chaos. I was so firmly caught up in his web of insanity. WTH did I read those today, why am I keeping myself energetically connected to him when we haven't spoken in over 8 months.
I just want to erase him from my mind and my heart. Instead i just keep prolonging the pain, hurt, confusion, disappointment, fear, heartbreak and bewilderment.
Let it go, Harmonytwin....just let it....go. Please...
I just read back the 76 emails between the N and I from Sept 16, 2009. He went through quite possibly every human emotion in that day. He pulled every N trick in the book that day, and in all my responses all I did was keep trying to comfort him and keep things under control. The whole day was absolute chaos. I was so firmly caught up in his web of insanity. WTH did I read those today, why am I keeping myself energetically connected to him when we haven't spoken in over 8 months.
I just want to erase him from my mind and my heart. Instead i just keep prolonging the pain, hurt, confusion, disappointment, fear, heartbreak and bewilderment.
Let it go, Harmonytwin....just let it....go. Please...
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