I have felt so great for the last three weeks, I haven't felt this good in years!  I went off the Betaseron a month ago to prepare for the Tysabri and ever since I have felt great.  I am supposed to start the infusions next week but now I am beginning to think I shouldn't.  If I can feel this good with no meds why would I want to go back to feeling so crappy on meds?  I know that the meds can prevent further attacks but at the same time my quality of life is terrible on the meds.  I am seriously about to call and cancel my infusion next week. We've been dealing with a whole lot of issues for the last several weeks.  The worst is with Mo's mother up in NY.  She ws rushed to the hospital three weeks ago when her kidneys failed.  She went on dialysis then and showed some recovery.  Mo flew up there to do what she could for her and help her brother out.  After tests they found she had lymphoma and it had spread throughout her body.  Mo is home now but is very upset and I am trying to take on as much responsibilty as I can for things here at home.  We got a call last night and found out that Mo's mom is not a candidate for chemotherapy and that the cancer is causing the problems with her kidneys.  The doctors placed a stint in her kidneys trying to keep them functioning but that was only minimally successful.  The prognosis is now only a matter of weeks.  That hit Mo like a ton of bricks and I am giving her all the support I can.  Peace......................David