I'm feeling a little better today, yesterday was very stressful getting my mom to the hospital.  They think she has a infection from the previous surgery, they removed the tubing and drainage bag and put her on a round of antib's.  Keeping my fingers crossed that she will take a turn for the better.I'm trying to relax and just taking it easy today, don't want any flare ups of the MS.  Mo's on call this weekend and she has already been called in to the hospital,  someone is bleeding out and needs help now.  Great, I need someone but nobody is here.  The kids are already frustrating me and I'm tired.  It was a shot night last night so I feel crappy.  I know: I just need to get over it and be a strong person.  I'm tired though and just need some me time.