I'm feeling so very tired this week. I get so exhausted by lunch time and the feeling stays until after dinner. Then at bed time I'm wide awake. HELP! I could take Ambian but I hate taking meds. My right leg has also gone completely numb. Memory is so bad right now. I can think of something that I need to do and within 5 seconds I will forget what it was. So quick that I can't even write it down or tell someone. My little guys are such a big help with things here, but, I can tell that they are so worried about me. I just want them to have a normal childhood with a dad who can do things with them and for them. I don't want to be the "sick" dad. This MS is so insidious, I hate how it effects me. I am going to continue to fight this with all my strength.