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well I didnt want to write about it because I wanted to believe the odds were possible for me. I been having the pregnancey symptoms as well, there is a new girl at my job that also had her tubes tied and two years after she got pregnant .. so a total of five times.. she birth 3 that are now fine and healthy she miscarried one and the last one grew in her tubes.. Idk.. that like that irony in your face kinda stuff. To me it was a sign that it can happpen to me to. Well the idea made me happy but I didnt want to get caught up with the illusion becasue the odds was still slim to none.. Althought anything is possible.. faith over fear.. a girl from my job brought me a test.... results NEGATIVE... it took everything in me not to cry.. I knew better.... but just for a second it was a good feeling.. Now im back to square one.. not pregnant but still haveing the nausea the food cravings the sore breast and the tired, anger, and frstration. It's very disappointing.. I shouldnt have to pay 6000.00 to be blessed with another child. I have no one to blame but myself. Thats the price I paid for getting my tubes tied. Oh well... I guess I should start back focusing on loosing weight. Oh yeah i forgot I cant because I'm always freaking sick, hungry, and tired. Why do I have to go threw all this man.............
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I\'m so sorry....sometimes we have such strong hope only to be let down. I\'m getting signs that my period is on her way, and while we weren\'t trying at all it still hurts knowing that I should still be pregnant now with my 2nd daughter. We were in the Children\'s Place today and I saw a t-shirt that said \"My sister is my BFF\" and I was almost in tears. If I were still pregnant, I would\'ve bought that for Emily...instead she\'ll never know her sister. Someday we\'ll understand the trials that God is putting us through. I know your suffering is far greater than mine and I hope someday you are able to find the peace you deserve. *hugs*
Thank you.... I was good for a few month encouraging, had strength and everyday now it\'s like I\'m falling apart all over again. My bf and I are fighting more everyone and everything is pissing me off, and I\'m running out of patients with life.
I\'m so sorry Babe, I wish you were pregnant to. Will your insurance pay for it to get reversed? Maybe start saving and within a year you\'ll have enough to get it done then you can try again!!! I\'m sure you have looked into both these but I\'m just trying to help!!!! I know what it\'s like I want a baby so bad all I do is think of them. I have a bad case of baby fever!!!! I will continue to pray for you and hopefully we both will have babies soon ; ) Big Hugs!!!
You said it right FAITH over fear.....I dont think you should blame yourself for getting your tubes tied honey. You made the decision because at the time you planned that your little one would have a long fulfilling life....you didnt know that God had other plans for her. So its not your fault. I pray that this funk passes...just remember with God all things are possible. ...so rihg tnow forget what the odds say and Trust in Him. BIG HUGS!!!
Tajee, I\'m so sorry! I would start writing letters to doctors all over your area who can do a reversal and explain your situation and see if anyone will do it at a reduced rate or even for free, I know your Journee will help you out from above. I\'m praying for babies for all of us! ((( Hugs)))
I can\'t imagine how you feel, it has got to be so hard. Roriesmom has a good idea. Maybe someone will hear your story and be willing to help. It is worth a try. Hang in there and one day at a time...Sommer
thanks everyone akisha your right.. gods will be done.. I know better guys it was just very dissapointing. I\'ve had dreams and feelings that without a reversal or having to pay that i will get pregnant again with a girl.. so when the symptoms came i got way to excited i knew i shouldnt have but the what if\'s crowded me.....
Your entry sent me chills, that is my life everyday I can\'t tell you how many times I have asked myself why did I tie my tubes and I feel like I\'m pregnant every month pure torture I feel for you from the bottom of my heart I have to believe something positive will come out of all this suffering Take care
i hope that ou start to feel better and I do pray for you that god blesses you with another baby that you want and anything is possible maybe a way to get the money to get untied or even maybe with them tied good luck much love and hugs
I hope that the false symptoms go away and you are able to have them reversed somehow and get the the real symptoms. Big Hugs!
Hugs. I hope you start losing those symptoms soon. I had those about 3 months after Lindsey passed....so odd.
I think that god will will you a new baby...thoughts and prayers