Its been a while.  I went on vacation to the beach last week, and that was fun.  Had absolutely no anxiety the whole week.   I did get a call back for the job I really wanted.  I actually drove home from vacation to take a personality test (yikes!!) as well as a second interview in front of the school board.  Tonight is the board meeting where they are supposed to make the final disicion.  It is now 9:45pm our time, and I haven't heard anyting yet.  I am starting to lose hope.  They were going to call the chosen canidate at the end of the meeting, which began at 7pm.  I just want to know already!!!!  It has been a full month since my first interview.  This is a form of torture, I swear!!!!   I really was hopeful, after finding out that I had the highest test score.l  But now I am no longer hopeful.  Oh well, you win some, you lose some.   Things at my current job are just out of control.  Three people in my office got written up for violating company policies.  There was almost a girl fist fight in the office.  Thank God, I have removed myself from the whole situation as much as possible.  I just DREAD going to work in the morning.  It won't be good no matter how you slice it.  I am sure that we will all pay for the actions of a few, that's how it always works doesn't it????I hope that everyone is doing well.  I miss my friends here.  The kids went back to school today.  So life will just get even more busy than it already is.  Hugs Julie