You know sometimes I wonder about my life.  Things have been going ok.  My sister in law is still here from S. Carolina.   i really have tried to be accomidating to everyone.  We have run around like maniacs this past weekend to be where we were expected to be.  And now I tell my husband that his sister wants us to visit with them tomorrow night, at his aunts house.  Well, my daughters have a softball game and i may have to work late tomorrow.  So I tell him that I have had enough of this constant running around.  I am tired, so tired today.  I could barely keep my eyes open at work today. This has been going on for  a week and a half.  My husband has had two days off during this time-so it hasnt been as crazy for him.  I have had to work every day, the girls have had to go to school every day.  So we are run down.  I just want a break, and he is mad and says that he cant even invite his sister and brother in law up here because of me!!!!  I really am hurt by his statement.  I may just leave tomorrow night and he can do whatever he wants.  Maybe  I will leave forever, I mean really, I have had a terrible month, I really have been doing the best I can.  I have tried every day to do what is expected of me this is the type of response I get.  Sometimes my husband just has no feelings or consideration for anyone else.  To top that all off, I have been promised a promotion at work for the past year and a half.  My boss sat down with me last week and said that he has decided to give the position to someone else.  Why??  You would think that I dont do my job to his satisfaction, right??? NOOOOO!!! He told me that they will be giving it to another girl in my department because she is a "local" girl and she will stay at this place forever.  He says that he knows that I could go out and find another job making twice as much money at any time, so they will give the job to the no ambition person.  I was so upset about this last week.  I have sort of put it past me, I cant affford to allow these types of things to bother me all the time.  But I am upset. I have worked very hard at my job, and have been recognized for my efforts.  But what good did it do me?????I would love to look for another job, but in the area I live in there arent exactly millions of jobs for accountants.  Besides I have only been here for about a year and a half.  I would like to stay a minimum of two years.....it would be great to be able to tolerate this for another two years, my youngest will be out of grade school by then, and I work about 1/2 mile from the school.  This is so convienant for all of us....................I just has not been the best week of my life.  On a good note, my new medicine seem to be working, and I dont have as many side affects as the first on.  another good thing.Didnt mean to go on forever!!!