update
i havent been on since december. but i feel good knowing i can come here whenever i need to vent even if it is months and months between each one.
i have been with my boyfriend for 4 months. love him alot but its hard when i have 3 panic attacks in one night and he just goes ugh and lays back down. people dont know how to deal with panic attacks. i just want someone to listen to me talk and vent..helps me feel better.
and yes you read right. 3 panic attacks in one night. it was crazy and annoying. i didnt even have any kind of pill to help me at all.
its weird having to deal with things with out the help of pills. kinda scaryer and also more rewarding when you do get threw it, because lets all be honest we all do get threw it at some point. they always go away. even if they do come back after.
lots of things scare me still. top of the line still being sick to my tummy. infact i had 3 panic attacks last night and tonight im having a panic attack..scared to go to sleep because i do feel so nauses. and shacky, i took 4 ativains and nuthing is helping yet. ..i hate my insides.
might just be me but i would love to live in the middle of no where, no people just nature and animals...somewhere warm though so i dont get sick, and someone would have to send me my pills and stuff.
i have gotton alot better since i was younger, i can deal with having a panic attack once in awhile now rather then have them EVERY NIGHT like i use to. doesnt mean its easyer when they do come but, you just have to remember the good times when your panic attack free...and remembering that they go away. and just attempt to go on with your life.
my boyfriend might not know how to deal with them but i have had them since i was 10, so if i can go 11 years with them he can deal with it every once in awhile to right. and i know its hard for those close to me to, i know it doesnt just effect me when i feel sick alot. he says he loves me and i believe him so i can see how frustrating and upseting it could be to see and be with someone who is like me.
its 11:51pm and i cant even think of sleeping i feel so sick and panicy and i have to work tomorrow. sucks. iv been having a panic attack for hours now and i keep shaking..it goes away for acouple mins then comes back.
i dont know what to do.
i havent been on since december. but i feel good knowing i can come here whenever i need to vent even if it is months and months between each one.
i have been with my boyfriend for 4 months. love him alot but its hard when i have 3 panic attacks in one night and he just goes ugh and lays back down. people dont know how to deal with panic attacks. i just want someone to listen to me talk and vent..helps me feel better.
and yes you read right. 3 panic attacks in one night. it was crazy and annoying. i didnt even have any kind of pill to help me at all.
its weird having to deal with things with out the help of pills. kinda scaryer and also more rewarding when you do get threw it, because lets all be honest we all do get threw it at some point. they always go away. even if they do come back after.
lots of things scare me still. top of the line still being sick to my tummy. infact i had 3 panic attacks last night and tonight im having a panic attack..scared to go to sleep because i do feel so nauses. and shacky, i took 4 ativains and nuthing is helping yet. ..i hate my insides.
might just be me but i would love to live in the middle of no where, no people just nature and animals...somewhere warm though so i dont get sick, and someone would have to send me my pills and stuff.
i have gotton alot better since i was younger, i can deal with having a panic attack once in awhile now rather then have them EVERY NIGHT like i use to. doesnt mean its easyer when they do come but, you just have to remember the good times when your panic attack free...and remembering that they go away. and just attempt to go on with your life.
my boyfriend might not know how to deal with them but i have had them since i was 10, so if i can go 11 years with them he can deal with it every once in awhile to right. and i know its hard for those close to me to, i know it doesnt just effect me when i feel sick alot. he says he loves me and i believe him so i can see how frustrating and upseting it could be to see and be with someone who is like me.
its 11:51pm and i cant even think of sleeping i feel so sick and panicy and i have to work tomorrow. sucks. iv been having a panic attack for hours now and i keep shaking..it goes away for acouple mins then comes back.
i dont know what to do.
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