12 weeks 4 days

Warning: This is going to be a grumpy entry.Im so tired of being sick. I guess its not as bad as it has been. I'll go 2 or 3 days with out being sick then at the sudden it will hit me again for a few days. I just hate it. I know I should be thankful that I'm sick and having symptoms but I just cant help it. Being sick for 8 weeks is just too long. On top of that I think I might have rhinitis of pregnancy (sneezing, runny nose, congestion, headaches from the congestion, drainage) I've had that for atleast 4-8 weeks. So the drainage on an already upset stomache lead to only one thing and thats puking. I've puked more in the last 2 months then I have my entire life. I know its all for a good reason. When I have my beautiful baby in my arms I wont even care about being sick for so long. Its just getting to the point thats I'm not sick anymore. I heard around 11 weeks you should start feeling better but I also heard that some women have sickness their entire pregnancy.  I think I would be insane by then. LoL.  Enough ranting about that I'm just getting tired of being sick. Then my husband says oh you feel fine its in your head. Then I go puke my guts up and hes like hunny I'm so sorry I wish I could take it away for awhile. Bluh, bluh, bluh!!! Another thing that drives me crazy and people who say WoW your getting big. It cant be the baby yet the babys only (-------) this big. Its makes me so mad. I have to eat every 2 hours or Im starving to death. It might not be baby but it sure has something to do with the baby. If I dont eat then it dont get the nutrition it needs.  As you can tell I'm moody and emotional. The littlest things make me burst into tears. I guess thats hormones for you. Tomorrow is my doctors appointment. The FUN one. I'll get blood work, a pap smear, internal exam, all the good stuff. LoL. I was just wondering did it make any of you bleed or spot? I'll probably have a nervous break down if I start spotting. Well thanks for listening to me. Hugs Monica.