12 Days
Today is officially the 12th day he's been gone. My husband claims he doesn't want a DIVORCE but just needs to "do him" for a year and if he decides he wants to, will date me again down the road. I vacillate between anger and sorrow, love and hate, fear and faith. We haven't been married 2 years and he's ready to call it quits. I thought we'd be together forever and he texts me he's moved out. It was supposed to be us against the world.
He's always used the threat of divorce to get what he wants but I never thought he would leave. He's moved out and won't tell me where. He only contacts me when he wants something. I'm left with all the bills and the significantly smaller paycheck. I feel betrayed and anxious. I don't know if he's seeing anyone and when or if I'm going to be served divorce papers because once again he's made choices as if he is the only one that matters. I want my marriage to be saved and I know God is capable but my heart is so broken. I feel so out of control in this situation.
He's always used the threat of divorce to get what he wants but I never thought he would leave. He's moved out and won't tell me where. He only contacts me when he wants something. I'm left with all the bills and the significantly smaller paycheck. I feel betrayed and anxious. I don't know if he's seeing anyone and when or if I'm going to be served divorce papers because once again he's made choices as if he is the only one that matters. I want my marriage to be saved and I know God is capable but my heart is so broken. I feel so out of control in this situation.
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