12 DPO
Didn't even bother testing, I know the answer....
The last two days have been horrible, I cried so so so much. So today I decided to take care of me, I looked at how I have changed over the last 3 almost 4 years and decided to get rid of those things which I have begun to hate. The first is to loose some weight (I'm about 15kg over weight) and booked in with a dietician. the second is my depression so I am also going to try and find a good counsellor to help me trough the emotional stuff.
I have a holiday booked with DH in late September which I want to be able to look forward to and then I will see about planning something for us over Christmas
so here I go, I will try as hard as I can to be a little happier and kinder to myself. hopefully I can heal, though I am sure I will always have this scar to wear.
The last two days have been horrible, I cried so so so much. So today I decided to take care of me, I looked at how I have changed over the last 3 almost 4 years and decided to get rid of those things which I have begun to hate. The first is to loose some weight (I'm about 15kg over weight) and booked in with a dietician. the second is my depression so I am also going to try and find a good counsellor to help me trough the emotional stuff.
I have a holiday booked with DH in late September which I want to be able to look forward to and then I will see about planning something for us over Christmas
so here I go, I will try as hard as I can to be a little happier and kinder to myself. hopefully I can heal, though I am sure I will always have this scar to wear.
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