12/23/2018
This has been the hardest year for me. Sasha's sister and friends been turning 21. Some getting engaged. She should be turning 21 and celebrating. Than my sister-in-law passed away and I no longer able to hold anything in. She was the straw that broke the camel's back. I am so not ready for holidays this year. I got two presents so far. All I need is just four more and I will wait till the last min. Not seeing my extended family until after Xmas. 
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Love the photo.....OH MY GOODNESS, that sweet face!!!
It's hard watching others celebrate birthday's and all the glorious life events. Even wanting it, and being happy for them, it makes our hearts ache for what will never be for our girls. The bittersweet is sometimes more bitter than sweet.
I'm so sorry about your SIL, and pray for peace for all who know and love and grieve for her.
Thank you for sharing your heart and your Sasha with us.
Much love,
Teri
Loving care dearest Yana and thank you for sharing your bright and beautiful Sasha. I'm so very sorry about your SIL and understand how these losses compound the ones already deeply felt.
Gentle care and we will all awaken to the "day after" and are doing this together.
With love,
XO Joanie
Yana, Sasha is so beautiful....♡
I'm sorry to hear of your SIL'S passing. Gentle hugs...
May Christmas be as peaceful as possible for you. Love, Linda
Sasha is beautiful and it feels normal to me to mourn those passages of time that represent special events in our child’s life that will never be... It is difficult to have multiple losses as well. I am sorry for your losses. I hope this season will pass as quickly as possible and be as gentle as possible for you and your family. Leda