12-13-10

I went to see my doctor last week when I felt this depression coming on ..he told me I was gonna just have to live with it, he didn't make any changes to my meds when I  went into his office. I guess I didn't tell him it was bad enough..
However, I sayed  in bed all weekend with this terrible depression, no phone calls, no meetings, had to force myself to do anything, my depression just got worse Sat & Sun.
Today, I went to see my therapist in rare form..late..when  I am never late for my appointment. I explained everything about the doctor and she was so concerned about me she called him on his pager, but ofcource he didn't answer.
I called him Monday morning,  he finally called me back and I explained to my doctor how bad my depression is and how much trouble I'm having getting anything done, I asked him if he might be able to adjust my antidepressant so I can feel better, I couldn't believe how much he acted like an ASSHOLE he said, "STOP HARASSING ME TO INCREASE YOUR MEDICINE OR I WILL HANG UP ON YOU!!!" He said, IN A LOUD VOICE "SCHEDULE AN OFFICE VISIT!!!!!"
All I have to say is that is SOOOOOOOOOO UNFAIR I am ON DISABILITY I DON'T have ANY MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLUS I JUST, WENT TO SEE HIM LESS THAN A WEEK AGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I HAVE NEVER BEEN TREATED SOOOOOOOOOO UNFAIRLY BY A DOCTOR!!! EVER!!! I AM SPEECHLESS!!!!I DO HAVE AN APPOINTMENT SET UP WITH A NEW DOCTOR SOON CAUSE I HAVE HAD A MULTITUDE OF PROBLEMS WITH THIS PRICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BELEIVE ME I AM NOT NORMALLY THIS MEAN OR MAD< I JUST HATE TO BE TREATED BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!