12/1/17

I hate my life. I try so hard but it doesn’t seem to matter. I try to be positive and I work hard on myself but it doesn’t seem to matter. Supposedly what you put out is what you get then why when I put positive energy out all I get is shit. My wife died 2 years ago and I miss her so much. I try and date and I’m meeting nothing but crazy women. It’s hard being a 53 yr old lesbian who doesn’t drink. Where am I suppose to meet women. I go on dating sites and I either meet women who just want sex or women who are in sane.