The funeral was today. So much to say about it. No stamina left to say it. Eventually, eventually. My sister actually handled it quite well. Mom appears to be holding up okay for the most part.
For me, I'm okay, then I'm not, then I am, then I'm not. I'm okay with that. Probably the hardest moment, second only to when I got the news from the nursing home, was this evening when I had some time to myself to do some laundry and take a nap. When I woke up the weight of the whole week and the loss just hit me like an avalanche.
I'm okay for now. I suppose I won't be, then I will be... and I'm okay with that.
Love you, Dad.
For me, I'm okay, then I'm not, then I am, then I'm not. I'm okay with that. Probably the hardest moment, second only to when I got the news from the nursing home, was this evening when I had some time to myself to do some laundry and take a nap. When I woke up the weight of the whole week and the loss just hit me like an avalanche.
I'm okay for now. I suppose I won't be, then I will be... and I'm okay with that.
Love you, Dad.
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Be kind and gentle with yourself ... okayness with yourself is relative .. enjoy the comfort of your loving husband .. I am glad your sister is doing ok ... prayers for peace for you and your family. Have a safe trip home.
be safe going home....... and know you are in my thoughts........ and my prayers......... I know your emotions will be all over the place....... holler if you need me, okay? big hugs xoxo