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Made it to the gym today!  I'm forcing myself to go tomorrow and Tuesday so when I weigh myself on Wednesday it will be good!
Today one of my brothers turned 16.  I remember when he was 2.  Heck, I remember when he was an infant.  Then I think, I remember when I was 16.  Ten years ago.  Full of dreams and ambitions, no clue what a panic attack was, depression and anxiety, and no thought that I would ever self-harm.  Innocence.  A lot has happened for me in the past 10 years.  But I guess that's the way life goes.