why???

why do i cut? why do i want to? why is life so difficult? why do i feel hopelessly lost? what can i do to change this? i cut today. 2 weeks since the last time. i gave my blades up last night, then bought new ones at cvs when getting a prescription filled today. why?? can someone just make the pain go away? listening to "long way to be happy" by Pink. Hope, patiently hoping. Romans 8:25