Tired
I'm tired today. I found out that our new insurance won't cover the next fertility treatment. I've hit a wall. Sad. Don't know what step to take next. Sorry, don't see any windows open... just closed doors. And getting a little tired of picking myself, dusting myself off and having to pick myself up again.
I guess I'm getting tired of being positive and patient. The last few months have been a struggle at times. Too much going on.... still grieving my dad, graduate classes and work. Don't know what to do about the infertility issue. Don't want people to tell me that "things happen for a reason." I know that and maybe one day I will see that... but today it hurts. I'm getting so, so, so tired of always trying to improve myself and become a better person and improve my circumstances. I've worked so hard. I've really tried, but I'm just tired.
I guess I'm getting tired of being positive and patient. The last few months have been a struggle at times. Too much going on.... still grieving my dad, graduate classes and work. Don't know what to do about the infertility issue. Don't want people to tell me that "things happen for a reason." I know that and maybe one day I will see that... but today it hurts. I'm getting so, so, so tired of always trying to improve myself and become a better person and improve my circumstances. I've worked so hard. I've really tried, but I'm just tired.
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It\'s ok to be angry. I believe sometimes moving forward isn\'t always smooth...there are times where doors are closed all around and in time they open up in ways we least expect them to. I hope they open for you soon.
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So sorry Mag - I truly understand being tired of trying so hard. I have felt much the same way lately. I too am tired of all the drama in my life. I feel like I just cannot do it anymore. But the truth is that I can and so can you. Take a break - regroup. Grieve. Let it out. It\'s ok to be tired. Rest. You deserve it. You will be able to move on when you are ready. Hugs and Prayers for you my friend!
Mag, I am so sorry about your lack of insurance coverage for this important issue in your life. It sucks that insurance companies have so much power over our lives!
Love & hugs,
Lois
Dear Maggie, I am so sorry to hear about your current problems. I understand being tired and impatient when life seems to keep throwing us curve balls, especially when we have worked so hard to plan and produce good results. Take good care of yourself. Donna
sorry about this news Maggie...sometimes it\'s okay to be mad and say \'LIFE SUCKS RIGHT NOW\'. But I hope things get better for you soon-hugs Sylvia
Hi,
I also feel bad for you. Life is so unfair and all we can do is ask why. I wish I knew were your open window is. Insurance company roll these day is to cut cost. They just want to make a buck. I wish I could say something to have you feel better all i can say I\'m here.
Malia