sad

june 4,2013
This about sad. I call my daughter but she did not come to the phone and talk to me but yesterday I check my daughter they say she fine but they told me no supervisor today on wednesday june 5 and that make me sad not see her for while but I having to hard get her back with me. I was so upset and ccrying cuz I dont know what to do. I have not see her in 6 months so finally get see her but suppost be today so that would not happen so I have to talk to my attroney tell him what going on and not see her today. I really do miss her alots. Well I really sad cuz I dont want be here anymore I want be gone for sure. but my friend wont let me do it so I promise her but this one she wont let me do it I could not break any promise cuz I have alots going on and stress out everything. It is hard to break the promise to her and i did not break promise her so that sound good to me. I try find out why I want to do it but I  dont have no choice so i have tp keep promise for her. I hate myself all this going on.