Lost..

     I just.. Don't know anymore.  I was doing so good for a while there, but that was because I finally got medicine to treat my depression. But I was forced to be taken off of it by mother. That was about a year ago. I thought I had been doing better, but I'm not. It's slowly getting worse. I can't stop crying and there are days I don't hardly have enough energy to even breathe, much less get out of bed. I don't know what to do. I should be happy. I have a wonderful boyfriend who understands and he has a son who adores me, and I him.
     I am lost. I can't even think straight.. I'm just so tired. Mentally and physically. Not sure how much more I can take. I'm going nowhere fast and it's weighing me down..