Anger

I    can't seem to let off my anger some days. Yesterday I was angry all day and I blew up at him. He was my whole world. I loved him for who he was all his faults included but he didn't love me the same way. I thought he did but I was fooled. How could he have loved me that much and told another women he loved her. It started out as just sex but he then fell in love with her. Holding on to this anger is making it hard for us to get to a good place. Part of me is so afraid that he is lying to me again and I just couldn't survive it again.