Better day
Good morning journal and all those that may read it!!! Beautiful sunny day... i don't have any babysitting obligations, and i feel like i have energy today. Time to clean this house. I know what will happen though. i will push myself beyond where i should and be toast tomorrow. But i'm not sitting tomorrow either so i will just crash and rest because monday starts a very busy week. Sitting for grand daughter 2 days and the boys 2 days and Jack goes into hospital on thurs for 3 days of chemo so i relieve Erin so she can come here and shower and get away for a bit since we are only half mile from hosp. I found out some great news yesterday. My husbands job awarded him a trip with spouse in April to the Grand Cayman Islands. I'm so mixed about it , I don't want to tell him that though cause he's so excited about it. The though of meeting people he works with.. Having dinner conversation when i lose my words in mid sentence or stutter them out. And who knows if i'll get that horrible dystonia or whatever it is while i'm with strangers.... anyway i'm not going to worry about it today. The sun is shinning and i have a house to clean.
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I know i should be cleaning the house because i\'m feeling good today and it was so beautiful outside yesterday i played hooky from the chores. But i\'m sitting here thinking about the week to come. Watching both boys all week well till jack goes in hosp thurs then i will just have Emmett (having just one of them is always easier) then relieving erin at hospital Sat and or Sun... Just thinking about this makes me think who cares the house is a mess and the laundry is piling up to the ceiling... yup that\'s what i\'m thinking...
I\'m prioritizing and realizing i can\'t do both... this has been a hard lesson to learn but now by George i think i\'ve got it!!