The little sucker is still here and strategically avoiding every trap we have set. he manages to get the cheese or the snickers and even the peanut butter (imagine that one) off the traps without snapping them. We call him Ninja mouse.
Gonna be a busy day today we leave for florida tomorrow and am i packed? Nooooo
Do i fit in most my sumer clothes? Noooooo
Do i have the money to go buy some warm weather things or will they even be available in stores here now in Nov? Noooooo
So I guess I pull up all the stuff i packed away and try everything on and possibly some will fit. This weight gain is getting to me. I do not eat any more than i used to if not less cause i'm trying to lose but i keep gaining. it has to be the meds. We will be gone for 10 days so i feel like i have to write a book of instructions down for my kids. My kids are adults but somehow still kids if you know what i mean. So i feel i have to write it all down in specifics.
Maybe once i am packed and all set i will be excited about this trip, but right now i am just apprehensive. Afraid i will forget something as the old memory is practically gone.... afraid something will happen to one of our dogs when we are gone for 10 days. jezzabelle is our old lady viszla dog.. she 17 and her breathing is very labored when she sleeps. She is still active and happy during the day and eats well .. but at night she seems to have some rough times (ha kinda like me...) so i worry about her. My younges daughter is 25 but just lost her job and is kind of a funk about it so leaving now also makes me worry.
You get the gist here the worry bug is taking me over. I know once i get there and watch my grandson get soaked up in Disney excitement it will make it all better but right now i am a bag of nerves.. all exposed...
Why is it that since i got parkinsons i feel like i just can't be organized like i used to. Everything is an effort. Then after it is done and organized i fret cause i can't remember if i did it or not. I am using notes and crossing things off which helps but i keep losing the notes lol... This is more tongue in cheek then it seems, I know i'll get through it i just want the worry bug to go away. Maybe the worry bug and the pary monster can hook up and leave me alone.. wouldn't that be lovely....
Gonna be a busy day today we leave for florida tomorrow and am i packed? Nooooo
Do i fit in most my sumer clothes? Noooooo
Do i have the money to go buy some warm weather things or will they even be available in stores here now in Nov? Noooooo
So I guess I pull up all the stuff i packed away and try everything on and possibly some will fit. This weight gain is getting to me. I do not eat any more than i used to if not less cause i'm trying to lose but i keep gaining. it has to be the meds. We will be gone for 10 days so i feel like i have to write a book of instructions down for my kids. My kids are adults but somehow still kids if you know what i mean. So i feel i have to write it all down in specifics.
Maybe once i am packed and all set i will be excited about this trip, but right now i am just apprehensive. Afraid i will forget something as the old memory is practically gone.... afraid something will happen to one of our dogs when we are gone for 10 days. jezzabelle is our old lady viszla dog.. she 17 and her breathing is very labored when she sleeps. She is still active and happy during the day and eats well .. but at night she seems to have some rough times (ha kinda like me...) so i worry about her. My younges daughter is 25 but just lost her job and is kind of a funk about it so leaving now also makes me worry.
You get the gist here the worry bug is taking me over. I know once i get there and watch my grandson get soaked up in Disney excitement it will make it all better but right now i am a bag of nerves.. all exposed...
Why is it that since i got parkinsons i feel like i just can't be organized like i used to. Everything is an effort. Then after it is done and organized i fret cause i can't remember if i did it or not. I am using notes and crossing things off which helps but i keep losing the notes lol... This is more tongue in cheek then it seems, I know i'll get through it i just want the worry bug to go away. Maybe the worry bug and the pary monster can hook up and leave me alone.. wouldn't that be lovely....
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