sometimes i think i'm pushing myself into the ground...   i'm so determined not to let this pd thing get me that i keep taking on new things...  it took me all week to recover from the walk and party we had afterwards but then i took on a new challenge for this weekend...  i have to start preparing for it today and hopefully my energy will be here until it's over...   i guess i understand why i do it but i can't help but wonder if i'm making this all worse by pushing so hard...   anyway...  other than that feeling good today ...
my son sent me a youtube video of MJ Fox doing a little spoof on parkinson's...   i love him and i love to keep my sense of humor about it all like he does i think that's important...  but i can't help but wonder when other people laugh at it, people with out parkinson's is it because they think that's what pd is, just the shakes?   to be honest before i was diagnosed i knew nothing about pd and actually thought that way..i'm gonna stop this because i'm going to say something negative and i'm trying not to be negative today...   new daily goal....