I have been diagnosed with this disease that is creeping into my body and taking over different parts at different times.  I have tried different meds now that can't seem to kill the beast.  Actually you can't kill this beast but you can put him to sleep for a while so i am looking for the right med or combo of meds to make him sleep soundly for a while  and help myself feel normal again.  i also have to learn that normal now is never going to be the normal i knew.  I have to learn limits... i want to do things like i used to but have to learn when to step away... my family doesn't understand that yet and they are pushing for the old norm mom i guess so their lives feel normal and that's very understandable...  i feel like i'm in limbo right now because i'm don't care for my Neuro (he never answers the questions i need him to)  I found one that seems excellent but can't see him till May...  I can't find a support group in my area that is under the age of 70 and have had PD for long time...   that's not gonna help at this point it will just throw me into the fire...    i did find one early onset group but they disbanded last month...   i was asked if i wanted to start one...   well silly me but i think i better get used to this alien in my body before i head up a group of people that all have their own unwanted body snatchers...  I just feel at this point i am in Limbo...   very frustrated...  i know it will pass but that's where i am right now...