I don't have a doc appointment today but I have to go in to their office and get my records for the new doc (hopefully that will happen soon) and a letter for work to extend my leave another 2 months... i'm not sure who i am kidding i know I am done with that job there's no way I could handle the pace... the lack of sleep...  the whole days without food...  I should get real about it but I still keep thinking this is gonna all go away and i'll be able to resume that, yet i know that's not gonna happen...
The nurse told me he wants me to start physical therapy for my balance...  I'm not sure what that's all about because I haven't complained about my balance once... unless it's to head off the balnce problems but I really don't want to use up my therapy insurance allocation till I really need to...  So he wants me to have therapy for something that's not an issue with me yet when i tell him the issues.. my calf hurting at the exact time every night...  my knees buckling for no reason... my feet tingling and getting hot every night...   he just looks blank and kinda brushes it off...  then he decides i need therapy for balance with no explanation...   All I'm really asking for is tell me the "whys"...    Why certain things happen.. is it the drug is it the PD..  Why we are taking a certain route as opposed to another...  just tell me why..
Ok.. frustration pushed aside...   gonna go out and have a good day!!!