family

where is family when you need,woke up today feeling real sad and alone why i dont know.but for some unknown reason i miss my family even though they havent been here for me,i really miss my mum(in heaven) and cant shake the feeling of wanting to be with her i dont understand why i am feeling like this havent even wanted to be with my dog who i love to bits or even my boys maaybe its the cold and wet weather we are having and cause i cant get out side is causing me to feel like this,feels like nobody needs or misses me help what show i do am lost at the moment and it sucks,just feel real sad