today i deciced to make time for myself and to look after myself (health wise) cause i relize that as much as i love my boys if i dont look after myself i wont be aroud for them,i still feel guilty about that like i am letting them down or somethink like that but i will get over that,i think they got a shock the other day when i said no to them and told them to do it themself it even shock me.but they did it themself but i am going to try real hard to have me time without feeling bad but it is going to be hard as i am not a perso who can say no to anybody have to blame mum for the way she raised me(lol) but glad she did cause i wouldnt want to be any different please help godl lol