So, lately, I've been really mega depressed. I keep having flashbacks or nightmares 24/7. I haven't had a break from it in weeks. And  I can't help but wonder...why me? what did i do to deserve this?...and will i ever be ok again? I lived through these things once..why on earth should i have to relive them all the time, years later? It's not right. and I don't know if i can bounce back from this like i did everything else...and that scares me