I a so irritable and all differant kiknd of emtions right now I can't even explain it. You would think my husband would be used to it by now, but he is pissy over it. I wish he could just understand how it is. I can't change for him even if I wanted to. I love him, but lately I feel like we're subconscienly pushing each other away. I know I feel like I'm growing apart from him. I know this is just a phase and we'll get through it like we always do, but I am having a hard time trying. I am in one of my moods where I don't care about anyhting and I feel like jut giving up. I know most of the problems are my fault, but I don't know how to make it better, and right now I don't care to.