I feel pretty good tonight. I went to the game with my hubby and we took the two youngest. My oldest is at his grandmas. I feel likeĀ a horrible mom, but I love it when he's away. He has ADHD and he is so hard to deal with. It is so much easier when he's gone. I love him so much. He's my first baby, but he is more than a handful. I seriously couldn't be a single mom. My man is so great. He helps with the kids, a lot! Not to mention does a lot of the cleaning and half the cooking, I am a lucky girl and I need to start being a better wife. I can be a real b!tch sometimes.