It's 3am and I can't sleep. Roger had to stay at the hospital overnight for a sleep study. I can't sleep w/o him. I honestly didn't know it would be this hard on me. A few times I was on the verge of crying. I know that probly sounds stupid, or immature, but it's true. I miss him so much. I can't even be away from him one night; I would hate to see what would happen if we ever had to be apart for longer! This is the first night in 6 years that we have spent apart. Even when I was in the hospital after having the kids he stayed with me the whole time! I never want to be away from him another night. I can now honestly say that I couldn't live w/o him. I am miserable. I just want him to be home with me right now.