It's 3am and I can't sleep. Roger had to stay at the hospital overnight for a sleep study. I can't sleep w/o him. I honestly didn't know it would be this hard on me. A few times I was on the verge of crying. I know that probly sounds stupid, or immature, but it's true. I miss him so much. I can't even be away from him one night; I would hate to see what would happen if we ever had to be apart for longer! This is the first night in 6 years that we have spent apart. Even when I was in the hospital after having the kids he stayed with me the whole time! I never want to be away from him another night. I can now honestly say that I couldn't live w/o him. I am miserable. I just want him to be home with me right now.
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i knw exactly how ya feel grl as i feeel the same bout jr
he had to go to indiana a few yrs ago for a ticket or somethin and had to clear it up and ended up havin to stay dwn there and i was preg and had erik and couldnt sleep
we also didnt have a phne so i couldnt even talk to him :( but he came hme and is fine and has only had to do that once or twice since and it was hard for me cause i dnt like to sleep without him bein here so i knw how hard that was for u tho i hope u got sum rest and knw u arent alone hun
ure always in our thoughts and prayers :)