I feel like I am going crazy today. I am having so many ups and downs all in one day that I am feeling overwhelmed and I don't know what to do. I hate feeling like this. There is days that my meds just don't help. I am so tired of all of this. It makes me a bad wife and a horrible mom. I just want to lock myself in my room for the rest of the day. I don't want to be around anyone, or do anything. I can't even explain how crazy I feel. I just wanna scream!!!! I feel like I can't control how I feel. It makes me so mad cuz I am one of those people that feel like I have to be in control of everything. I can't even control myself!! I feel like I am going to just explode.