Sunday actually went a lot better than I had expected. It made me realize I could handle a lot more that I thought I could. I am just depressed tonight. For no special reason. That's the thing that bothers me the most. I don't know why I feel the way I do, I just do. I hate feeling like this and I can't change it. Since there is no reason for it there is nothing I can do to change it. Do you know what I mean?