I am in such a bad mood. I need a new car so bad. I want a van. My mother in law keeps saying she will help us get one, but she only wants to pay a small amount. She is so stupid. No one is going to take $50 payments on a car or van! Yes that's what she offered for a down payment! I don't know if shes really that dumb and thinks she can find one for that, or if shes just saying that cuz she really doesn't wanna help and is too afraid to say that. I really hate my life! I love my husband, but I wish I would have married someone that was more financially stable. Then I wouldn't be so poor. Then I would have a car that actually runs good. Then I wouldn't have to raise my kids poor and they wouldn't have to go through the embarassment that they will face in a few years. I never wanted to live like this. So why in the hell did I get myself into this situation. I thought I would be able to get a good job and that would be enough. But with my problems I can't even work. What was I thinking? I hate living this way!
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It\'s called life and sometimes it really sucks. It\'s good to know you love your husband. Surprisingly, that will carry you through more than you think. Pray you love your kids as much. Big thing here is to let them know. You may be thinking of what I can do with this advice! :-) But, it does help. Just hang tough my friend. I know I can\'t make things better myself, but I will keep you and yours in my thoughts and prayers. Hey, this hot summer weather is just about over with. Love the fall weather with the cooler nights and the change of color in the trees. Crack a smile sweetheart! Were all still in this world together. God bless, James
You married him because you love him. I don\'t think your mother-in-law is stupid maybe she just needs a reality check of cost today. Or it could be all that she can do. We all have budgets to live on. Maybe you can go over your budget to see what can be cut out or lowered. Sometimes we just need a different preceptive.
You have so much to be thankful for. Be Blessed and not depressed!
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im with ya friend. we are livin on assistance and if it werent for jrs late grams we wouldnt have our car. yea we need a bigger one but it gets us from a to b ya knw. i have faith that everything will wrk out friend. stay strong and knw that im always here if ya need anything
---karen