I am feeling better today. My mom wathced the kids so Roger and I could go out to eat. I guess that makes up for making me mad last night. She is keeping Joseph all weekend. Dominic is sleeping and Christa is playing on our bed. I love having time to spend with just her sometimes. She is so cute, beautiful and fun. I am so glad I finally have a girl.
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Hey there sweetie. I am glad to hear that Mom watched the kids for you. I know I don\'t come by your journal too often. But I have a question for you. Since you have 3 children and you are so young could some of your depression be hormonal? Low estrogen have babies does do a whacky thing on women.
Geez I cried for months after my second daughter was born and finally I called the OBGYN office and they put me on a low dose of estrogen and lithium for about a month what a difference. Hey today I now deal with menopause. Instead of crying I want to take my skin off so I can cool off, Go figure!
I know that relationships can be frustrating. I sure wish my Mom was here but she is in heaven now. I too have a hard time communicating with one daughter. We can both get on each other\'s nerves. She is walking through grief her husband, our son in law died last year in April from brain cancer he was 41. In the doesn\'t answer the phone. I had to learn to give her space.
Enjoy your time with Christa one day you will be in your Mom shoes and Christa will be your age. Just take one day at a time. And hey sometime have Roger take care of the kids maybe just take Mom out for a girls date with you. You would be surprised what that can do for both of you.