I am feeling better now, physically. Mentally I am a mess. I am so pissed off all the time. I took this morning and went to Walmart. That's the happiest I've felt all day. I liked being away from Roger for a while. We have been fighting a lot lately. I don't know if it's cuz it's that time of the month or what. For some reasons things from the past that I thought I was over seem to be upsetting me. I just feel like I hate him right now.  I feel like I want a divorce. I want away from him. I get so mad I have actually told him I wished he would die and I want to kill him in his sleep. I wouldn't of course. I could never kill anyone. I just don't know why I am so mad and why I hate him so much right now and I don't know what to do about it. BTW I'm not pregnant. Thank God. That's the last thing we need right now.