My mind is in the middle of a depressed state presently....i see little way out of it....i feel badly cuz i think i'm bringin people down around me as well, which i don't want to do...and yet i don't feel like pretending that 'all is well' somehow when it feels otherwise....i suppose feelings may truly come and go like the wind and perhaps that is why i don't like them that much....but nevertheless they do contain a power of some sort....which used to motivate....mine don't do that now....i feel them tho...as they wittle away at my spirit, causing me to isolate and drown from within---pretty pitiful really----i miss the days when they used to motivate my spirit towards a goal or a direction....instead of creating a spiritual vagabond, wandering and lost within a space of entity disintegration.
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