I'm not sure what to write about today....it's 2:39 AM....I'm still awake....what else is new?  This is really pathetic!  Although a bit predictable when I think about it.  Yeah, round and round I go.  ...over the same ole ground...what have we found?  To medicate or not to medicate?  Is this the question? And what is success?  Goals? Feeling good?....what "they" teach?---->the elusive "happiness" and "joy"?  As opposed to a fleeting host of other emotions....excitement, fun, etc. etc. I suppose most of it comes down to being on a structured sleep schedule.  Structure! HAH! Now there's one!...right up there with its' cousin Discipline....To be IN....Living IN....or.....To be Observing life from outside oneself....as a spectator gazing with confusion at the soul typing... ....or is it the soul reading.....? In that I suppose we all connect in this world hmmm....?