**************MY TRUTH??**************** 
TheRe is No tRutH****NotHing is rEaL****  all is illusion of one form or another.  no books, no thoughts, no rules, all is made-up to serve one purpose or another....whateveR words or thoughts i have put my trust in is bullshit!  perhaps something that i have been living by...a few words strung together that is said, and said over and over, as if to remind myself of something, to do this or that....to be a certain way or follow some kind of guidelines.   All ILLUSION!...mind control.  My mind/memories controlling ME.  Seems real enough.  Seems true enough.  But think about it....who put those words there?  Who made those rules?....why?.....what foundation is not filled with cracks?....tear down the walls!....the words!....the beliefs!....the repetitive nonsense.....some things are said so often...believed for so long that they become like a fact---an "ism"---none of it is real.  Even stating the "unreal" is not real....all dogma's are false**** [THEY ARE INTERIM REALITIES BASED ON CONCENSUS].  I MEAN...THEY SEEM like a good thing to live by...BUT....to UNCONSCIOUSLY DO SOMETHING, to BELIEVE IN SOMETHING, AS TRUTH, IS THE BULLSHIT PART...it's ok to choose a truth for a minute...to pick for and in the moment and say, "hey i'm gonna believe in being this way or that....or that this is true or whatever...." BUT...when it has become ingrained....and takes on a "fact-like" quality....as if....it is so.....it is true....like this is "THE truth".....at that point it ceases to be true--it has become a dogma of sorts that one is living by....please note i did not say "TO-live-by".....NO!...what i said was "THAT ONE IS LIVING BY".  There is the difference:  ONe is a choice.  The other has been chosen for you, or you have chosen it but you no longer remember choosing, and are not conscious of the choice....you are merely living by an unconscious "rule".  (I.E. A BULLSHIT TRUTH.)
KATY PERRY:  I KISSED A GIRL AND YOU'RE HOT N COLD
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Key word: \"MY\" in \"MY TRUTH\"

How about \"THE TRUTH\"

Yes, there is the abstract philosophy that nothing really exists -- it is all an illusion, because it is all really different forms of energy, and energy has no matter. Therefore, nothing really exists. Which is not an illusion at all, if you consider that everything was created by the WORDS of God!!!

Other key words: Illusion, trust in bullshit, be a certain way, guidelines, mind control, mind/memories controlling (you), repetative nonsense, dogmas, unconsciously, ingrained, \"fact-like\" (which is NOT fact, or truth), choice.

As I read this whole thing, what rings true to me is, that your father may have parented you this way -- by repetatively saying things in order to control you, rather than giving you a choice and helping you learn for yourself.

What foundation is not filled with cracks???

A NEW ONE!! Build yourself a new foundation.

I have been doing that, ever so slowly, for the last 25+ years.

There is no time like the present to get started on it.

You CAN rewire those ingrained, mind-controlling, bullshit words. That is exactly what they are -- BULLSHIT.

And bullshit makes good fertilizer.

So fertilize your mind and start growing some new things.

It is almost Spring!!

The best time to begin fertilizing is now, (at least in my area) just when the ground has stopped freezing, and the roots begin to grow again.

You will not see results right away, but eventually, you will see good results.
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Good realization! These things I have been learning too. Depression is always fully curable because all the words, thoughts and feelings which drive you to feel that way are empty. When you look and see your true nature, you will be free. What is your true nature? look and see. be still, look and see. I like this passage from the sutras:

Angry people go to hell and happy people go to heaven but,
when you know that the nature of joy and anger is empty and you let them go, you free your self from karma.

Seeing that all is empty, how can you blame anybody for anything. The let go is a big let go.

Nice entry, thanks!
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hmmmmmmmmmm...food for thought..keep writing
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Ever see the movie \"The Bucket List\"? Jack Nicholson and Morgan Freeman. I saw it tonight. You might like it ESPECIALLY Nicholson\'s character. I found the discussion between the two main characters very thought provoking.

But I believe you are partially correct. There is NO ultimate truth that does NOT change with perspective and relativity (that is how it relates to you right now). Truth is fluid but that\'s it\'s beauty and it\'s appeal for me. Just my humble opinion.

Margie