WOW! If I didn't know me and was reading my journals for the first time, say, from an outside perspective, ya know? I'd think like this guy was nuts! 
LOL! pretty scary stuff really
....I mean geeeze....not exactly light reading 
...not like, "I got up this morning and went to work and...blah blah" stuff....oh no not me!...not this stuff LOL!....sorta makes me wanna delete some of it in a way ya know?
....I mean, but then again, the purpose of journalling is to express yourself right?....Of course I wanna make friends, meet new people n all too right?....I dunno
....makes me think about it though, but then again I wouldn't be being true to myself or others if I deleted past journals n all....and by not being able to work through stuff....in my own way, etc.......is important 
! but some people aren't gonna understand it all that's for sure...... I mean like the last journal....I wrote, "slammed gloves on ground in a fit of rage" or something like that as a reminder to myself, remember?......but I didn't slam those gloves on the ground! It was someone else! It affected me and all though...But someone reading that wouldn't get that and they'd think I go around throwing gloves on the ground or wutever! ya know? Not to mention the neverending psycho-babbling, soul-searchin stuff.....hmmm maybe I should edit it more
...explain stuff better....geeze that'd take forever!...explaining the tangents I engage in sometimes....well maybe more than sometimes 
....well....I suppose I can't worry about how I show up on here....or should I
.....decisions decisions.....
LOL! pretty scary stuff really....I mean geeeze....not exactly light reading ...not like, "I got up this morning and went to work and...blah blah" stuff....oh no not me!...not this stuff LOL!....sorta makes me wanna delete some of it in a way ya know?....I mean, but then again, the purpose of journalling is to express yourself right?....Of course I wanna make friends, meet new people n all too right?....I dunno....makes me think about it though, but then again I wouldn't be being true to myself or others if I deleted past journals n all....and by not being able to work through stuff....in my own way, etc.......is important ! but some people aren't gonna understand it all that's for sure...... I mean like the last journal....I wrote, "slammed gloves on ground in a fit of rage" or something like that as a reminder to myself, remember?......but I didn't slam those gloves on the ground! It was someone else! It affected me and all though...But someone reading that wouldn't get that and they'd think I go around throwing gloves on the ground or wutever! ya know? Not to mention the neverending psycho-babbling, soul-searchin stuff.....hmmm maybe I should edit it more...explain stuff better....geeze that'd take forever!...explaining the tangents I engage in sometimes....well maybe more than sometimes ....well....I suppose I can't worry about how I show up on here....or should I.....decisions decisions.....
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well i am new friend...but this is your journal your expression...i just begining to read your journals and so far i am enjoying myself,it\'s an ineresting read :)so keep writing and expressing your way ......