OUR MINDS WILL ONLY LET YOU NOTICE WHAT YOU ARE READY TO NOTICE WHEN IT FEELS YOU ARE READY TO NOTICE IT....WE HAVE LITTLE CHOICE IN THIS MATTER IT SEEMS....I THINK IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH SOMETHING I READ ABOUT IN A BOOK A LONG TIME AGO ABOUT OUR BODIES SOMEHOW...I'M NOT SURE OF THE WORD....I CAN'T REMEMBER EXACTLY...I THINK IT WAS IN A "HEAL YOUR BODY, HEAL YOUR MIND" BOOK OR SOMETHING....ANYWAY OUR BODIES STRIVE? TOWARDS OR ARE ALWAYS IN THE MOVEMENT OF?  WHATEVER! EVERYTHING GOING ON INSIDE US IS MOVING TOWARDS BEING IN A HEALTHY CONDITION.  I THINK IT SAID OUR BODIES ARE ALWAYS MOVING IN THE DIRECTION OF HEALTH....THINK ABOUT IT, WE GET A CUT AND CELLS MOVE AROUND AND HEAL IT...ETC. 
SO WE MOVE IN THIS HEALTHY OR "FIX-IT" DIRECTION....I BELIEVE OUR MIND DOES THE SAME THING....THEREFORE IT WILL SELECTIVELY CHOOSE WHAT WE WILL SEE, HEAR, FEEL ETC. IT DECIDES, NOT YOU, NOT I...WHAT REALLY COMES IN....WHAT REALLY SHOWS UP ON OUR INTERNAL RADAR SCREEN....
MOST OF WHAT IS HAPPENING AROUND US WE ARE NOT SEEING....WE COULDN'T, WE'D GO INSANE IF WE DID, WE WEAR FILTERS AND DON'T KNOW THAT WE ARE WEARING THEM, FILTERS TO BLOCK OUT THINGS THAT CAN, WILL, OR ARE, HURTING US. 
...ALL RUNNING AROUND ONLY CATCHING A LITTLE OF WHAT IS SO, A GLIMPSE OF WHAT IS REAL, THE REST GETS BLOCKED OUT BY OUR BRAIN...UNTIL YOU'RE READY...I WONDER WHO OR WHAT IS BEHIND IT?  IF ANYTHING...IT'S PROBABLY JUST SURVIVAL INSTINCTS....THE BRAIN WANTS TO BE HEALTHY AND SURVIVE LIKE ALL THE OTHER PARTS SO I SUPPOSE IT IS PROBABLY JUST ABOUT SURVIVAL...BUT, WELL, I THINK THERE IS ANOTHER PART CUZ WE SEEM TO BE MADE AWARE OF STUFF AND IT IS HARD TO ATTRIBUTE IT ALL TO SURVIVAL...SOMETHING ELSE.....SOME OTHER PURPOSE FOR IT....SOME OTHER REASON WHY YOU FINALLY SEE SOMETHING THAT HAS ELUDED YOU FOR YEARS.....WHY? /WHY DOES THE BRAIN MAKE YOU AWARE OF STUFF WHEN IT DOES?
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