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FAILURE IS FINAL AND HOPE IS HOPELESS!! EXPECTATIONS ARE VERY SEDUCTIVE---BEWARE OF THEM...THEY HAVE A POWERFUL WAY OF MAKING YOU THINK AND FEEL THAT HUMAN BEINGS CAN BE TRUSTED.... WHICH.....OF COURSE, HISTORY SHOWS US THEY CAN'T BE. WHEN THE HUMAN BEING STATES THAT HE OR SHE WILL CALL YOU, DON'T COUNT ON IT!! WHEN THEY SAY THEY WILL COME OVER, DON'T WAIT FOR THEM!!--YOU ARE ALONE....FEEL SAFE IN THAT...KNOW THAT THAT---IS--- REAL. THERE IS NO G-D. YOU HAVE BEEN PROGRAMED FROM A VERY EARLY AGE, AND BY SOCIETY, TO BELIEVE AND FEAR IN THAT, BUT OF COURSE IN THE SAME WAY THAT YOU CAN FEEL PHYSICAL REALITY AND KNOW THAT IT IS THERE, IN THE SAME BREATH YOU MUST REJECT THE FAIRY TALES, AND BELIEF MODELS OF AN ENTITY THAT ONLY EXISTS IN STORIES, BOOKS, WORD OF MOUTH, TRADITIONS, RITUALS AND GROUP GATHERINGS...THERE CAN BE NO COMFORT IN THAT WHICH IS NOT REAL AND DOES NOT EXIST.-----BUT ALSO REALIZE THAT THE PERSISTENCY OF THESE CONCEPTS IN YOUR MIND, AND THE WAY THAT THEY WILL WORK THEMSELVES BACK IN TO AN APPARENT STATE OF EXISTENCE IS UNFATHOMABLE, WHY?? BECAUSE THE REALITY OF DEATH AND THE TRUE EMPTY AND MEANINGLESSNESS OF LIFE IS SO INCOMPREHENSIBLE THAT OUR BRAIN WILL FIGHT AND STRUGGLE WITH ITS POINTLESSNESS UNTIL IT FEELS ITS LAST DYING BREATH. THE EGO IS THERE TO PROTECT US FROM SEEING THIS REALITY BY MAKING US BELIEVE WE ARE REALLY A PART OF SOMETHING BIGGER...AND DO HAVE MEANING...AND ARE IMPORTANT....AND WERE BORN FOR A PURPOSE....AND ARE SPECIAL....AND LOVED (NOTICE HOW YOU CREATED THAT ONE AROUND YOU? FROM NOTHING....AND YOU WERE A PART OF SOMEONE ELSES NOTHING....AND THEY WERE FROM SOMEONE ELSES NOTHING.....AND IT GOES ON AND ON AND ON....TICK TOCK TICK TOCK....)........ALL INTERESTING SENSATIONS, HUH?.....MY EGO IS TORN, I'M SORRY BUT I CAN TAKE NO COMFORT IN ILLUSIONS.....ENJOY YOUR SOCIAL GATHERINGS....FEED YOUR HEAD......FOR A MOMENT YOU MIGHT NOT FEEL SO ALONE.....
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NOTE TO SELF: YOU WALKED FOR ABOUT 46 MINUTES LATE FRIDAY NIGHT (EARLY SATURDAY MORNING), AFTER A 2 NIGHT SPECIAL RECUPERATION TIME PERIOD.
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Sometimes the illusions are our protective barriers from that which is real and cause permanent damage. Sometimes the only comfort a human being can find is to grab a hold of the illusion that is them, that is thier life. And if they can convince others that the illusion is true and it\'s good and it\'s safe. Then maybe just maybe the illusion will become the reality..The trick is to get everyone in your life to see the same illusion and convince them all it\'s real..Because other wise you\'ll die!
i cant say i fully agree.
sometimes believing in something \"unfathomable\" can be the one thing that keeps you going.
NOTE TO SELF: YOU WALKED FOR ABOUT 46 MINUTES LATE FRIDAY NIGHT (EARLY SATURDAY MORNING), AFTER A 2 NIGHT SPECIAL RECUPERATION TIME PERIOD.
cute...you need a kick in the butt and some happy thoughts...
happy thoughts = good! think happy thoughts!