I HAVE NO FRICKEN MOTIVATION FOR NOT EATING...NONE!!! IF I HAD SOMETHING GREAT TO LOOK FORWARD TO...SOMETHING TO STRIVE FOR...BEYOND SELF PRESERVATION...OF WHICH LITTLE I CARE ABOUT THESE DAYS.... WHY SHOULD I STOP EATING?...PERHAPS BINGING IS THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ANOREXIC/BULEMIC COIN...BUT I THINK IT'S THE SUCKY SIDE IF YOU ASK ME!!!!.....THIN IS IN, FAT IS OUT AND ALL THAT RIGHT??.....I CAN'T STAND MYSELF FOR HAVING ZERO SELF CONTROL!!...I LIKE SALTY THINGS LIKE BBQ RIBS WHEN I AM FEELING BAD AND GO TO SOME F/U MEETING AND FIND OUT SOMEONES DYING...SHE'S ONLY 39!...AND THEN AFTER EATING THAT SALTY SHIT I LIKE SWEET STUFF LIKE MIKE N IKES OR KIT KAT BARS OR LICORICE AND DOTS....N A BUNCH OF STUFF LIKE THAT....AND I'M AT THE CONVENIENCE STORE WHILE SOME TWIG OF A THING COMES IN CHATTING AWAY (SEEMED VERY UPSET OR SAD ABOUT SOMETHING BTW....GUESS WHEN YOU'RE THIN NOT ALL IN LIFE IS PERFECT...) ON HER CELL PHONE AND I'VE GOT A HUGE PILE OF SWEETS ON THE COUNTER.....SAYING....WHOEVER IS BUYING THIS STUFF IS AN OUT OF CONTROL LOSER UNABLE TO STAY ON A DIET, AND AWAY FROM SUGAR AND WITH NO SELF CONTROL AT ALL....AND NO MOTIVATION TO DO SO....SO GET A PIANO CASE READY SO WE CAN BURY HIM IN IT....WELL, IT'S NOT THAT BAD...YET!!!....BUT STILL...IT'S A F/IN HOPELESS SITUATION THAT'S FOR CERTAIN!!!
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Hey Hey... calm down - being skinny is crap!!!! take it from someone who has lost far too much weight and I can share many a downside to being all skin and bones...... BELIEVE me not just saying it - I MEAN IT BIG TIME - cheer up honey xxx
lets work on it
skinny doesn\'t matter. what matters? being happy with yourself. fuck that skinny bitch! XD
*hugglez* do it for you, not what others think or say. *hugglez*