it's better to burn out then fade away....rock on rock on.....burning burning da da da da hmnmm hmmmm hmmmm hmmm...ok some i'm a little off...mu frodker cuz it's moving too slow or fast.I love you guys....the er room in my dreams still has a waiting line i wheeze while i'm waiting for the dl=octllkjjjjuajust chekcing my arm or something and i'm waiting but they're nice in there and it its very clesn clean ok ok i'm going to go you have to rtrust someone osomethhou but i neeed more persal ttection i didn't challenge you anyway reeeelllaaaaasxxxx shopping is fun but a little boring and waiting s ucks i gotta go to sleep to get up ya gotta he in to get out and the carpets crawlers need more....ya gootta get it to get ouuuujuuuuuuwwwwwt. done good night all!.
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...illusion breeds confusion in minds so small. The purple dragon takes a mighty bite stealing your eyes haunting every night.
So, threw out the sugar, well almost got some twizzlers left but not much...no one in my group at the wellness community heard of this site...strange really I\'m usually the last to know about anything cool...the facilitator said they might advertise it in the newsletter to help other folks, cool. It\'s hard to escape that life is empty and meaningless concept (and of course that that fact in and of itself is also meaningless)...what we all try to do to avoid that reality is amazing. I guess perhaps most just don\'t think about it much, or maybe they don\'t know it. Live, die that\'s the end. pretty short compared to the time in years we can measure of the past. All those years, then right now...the present...and then nothing...wow...the past and the future just one big blank...at least the past we have memories of, but the future is just an empty blob of nothingness we think in to...pretend, guess at the outcome, try to mold as best we can just to get a grasp...almost got it...oops got awaaay! I doubt anyone will read this...this experience will probably fade into obscurity as well.;lskjdfkjas;ldkfj asdlkjl ljkllkkjsdf lkj are those letters any more relevant? important? MEAN more than the others? :)
Alright, a little weak on the technology Harry, kind of a boring journal really, no cool colors, no pictures, no taffy apple, no clowns...I think you have to let go of the analysis and just get in to the feelings behind it all, sure the human condition is a mess but there\'s nothing no one can do about it soooooo...oh good time for meds...I\'m a sick puppy!!...there now maybe I\'ll put this one in color if I can figure out how...sh*t I don\'t know how!!...hot in here! gotta start walking again! need to lose the weight! not good for anything...stupid pills...stupid shrinks...why did I surrender to that? Cuz I was losing it that\'s why...what\'s gonna happen this time when I stop taking them? Last time it nearly killed me...Can\'t live with em can\'t live without em. I can\'t believe this is me writing this...man what a low...scary future, no wonder I want to analyze everything...
My brother kept telling me to stop ananlyzing everything, and I couldn\'t tell what he meant by that. But I am really disconnected from my feelings too (and from my parents, isn\'t that an amazing coincidence??)
Yes, i did read all this, and it\'s fascinating. Don\'t give up on finding what works for you. I fought for years not to take meds, and I need them now too.
hey you thats the same as men an women cant live with them cant live without them haha cheer up hun your in my prayers sent you hug 2 show you how you get your colours take care hun x
you have a fantastic writing style, i must say that already. :)