SAD

It has been 11 months, almost to the hour, that my son took his life and it has been a real hard day for all of us.  I don't think he could have realized all the people he hurt by doing what he did.  I am still angry with him but not near as muc as a few months ago.  I really miss him and being able to talk to him and go over different things that we were going to do together.  I go along some days feeling pretty darn good and then the botton falls out and all the hurt returns.  I know we will never get over this but I do hope as time goes on those hurtful periods will become less and less.  My wife and I were talking the other day and saying that what he did has taken much of the joy out of living.  I am just so thankful to my wonderful daughter and her family and my daughter in law and her family, we do love them so much.