Monday

Well this morning I did the blood test and the patient coordinator called me back at noon. There is not much happening with my hormones. There are FSH or LH surges etc....Though I was expecting as much I was a little sad at the news. It is amasing when you finally decide to give up there is a wave of relief and numbness. I called the doctor to make an appointment but have not heard back from them. I will be going to a naturalist in a week to help make my body stronger (plus loose a few pounds).I feeling so down on the weekend that I had sort of hoped that it meant hormones were going wacky but alas it was not meant to be. School will be starting up in a few weeks. I know that I will be kept busy from thinking about babies and having children.After I finish with my journal I will be typing up lesson plans and making sure that my binder is in order.Well has not been a productive day yet...but then the day is still young.